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i'm le tired. well, actually i'm not that tired. i'm overloaded with work today. and it's making me not want to deal with anything at all... i'm really glad i have a week of vacation coming up. so i can be an arrogant know it all at work. we call it KIA whenever i show off how much i know about something. I felt lucky at the time that they pointed out how irritating it was, but today i got a taste firsthand of just how bad it can be to be in the room with someone doing that.... (by the way, it wasn't me this time, ever since i was told i am far more aware and careful about it so i hope i'm not perceived as the know-it-all jerk i could be)... anyway.. where was i going with that? i think it was that later that day i was talking to a colleague about it and why i was feeling too much responsibility/accountability for this endeavor i'm in the middle of and we realized that i like the control and responsibility but this project is just too big for me to account for everything and orchestrate the group to get to the end result we have to get... i need more than 2 days to do it right, and i only have 1... it's frustrating, and i'm not going to feel satisfied by whatever i do end up producing because i know the whole job isn't done... anyway. no good.
