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we're home. tonight.. the drive was nice actually. listening to music and coming home and seeing our cats again. i think i'd like to go to sleep soon, now that it's night time. tomorrow i'm suspecting there will be too much to do. but friday is off limits to plans because it's our 6 year anniversary. it doesn't seem like it's been very long, or it doesn't seem like 6 years is a long bit of time, but i suppose it is, at least when you're 27 it's a large chunk of your life. a very nice comfortable chunk in my case. anyway. there's a cat on my leg.

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it's before work. i'm tired. it's RPIW week. plus all this xmas. i really just want to not work tomorrow or today.. or friday. i think it would be much better. but i'll go in. ok anyway. pointless to post, but i think i'll write something interesting next time.. because i'll be more rested.

rembeoru

i think it's interesting how infrequently i post. for some reason i'm just not that interested in posting. anyway. we're sitting in the bedroom this early evening watching the news in a part of the house away from the trees. the winds are quite high and i think the cracking sound some branches made as they were blown off some tree was the last straw for Cat. so we're in the back. this side of our house, as you know is not close to any such trees. i don't think our trees are gonna fall on us, but i can't really do much about it at this point. I suppose this is the kind of thing you think about and then when the storm is over you forget about it. the news said we've had 52 mph wind gusts here. i don't know about it. anyway as i was saying, i think we'd want to take the trees down when we can have it done cleanly. it would be nice to have a little less shade on our back yard. i'm not sure most of our shade comes from these trees, but they're on the southeast side of the house. so probably they do cause alot of shade. anyway. blop blop blop.

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i'm not really looking to post today. but i will because i got nagged. i guess that's all it takes. anyway. i'm tired. i've worked hard all week and i'm pissed off because the hot tub pump stopped working. so it needs to be replaced in order for me to get in the hottub and not freeze to death. this is very troublesome to me. because my feet are really wanting a soak right now.. i guess the rest of me doesn't care as much.. maybe i'll just soak my god damned feet. oh yeah. another thing that's irritating me: my tongue has been enormous this week. and it's rubbing against my teeth in an uncomfortable way. every time i sit and try to relax i notice that my tongue seems swollen. so that's a symptom of spleen qi deficiency.. for some reason the qi fails to hold the sides of the tongue away from your teeth and you get a scalloped looking gigantic tongue. so i think i should take some herbs for it. i tried some herbs when i was sick a few weeks ago, and i was allergic to one of them. or possibly more, i don't know. i have a feeling it's the fu ling. because it's a big fungus that lives around the roots of certain trees. i am suspicious of that one. mostly because it's in every single formula that i've had allergic reactions to, and it's a really amazing herb, but i guess i can't take it... anyway. i'm done ranting. or grumbling or whatever i'm doing. irritating readers.. whatever.