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i'm not really looking to post today. but i will because i got nagged. i guess that's all it takes. anyway. i'm tired. i've worked hard all week and i'm pissed off because the hot tub pump stopped working. so it needs to be replaced in order for me to get in the hottub and not freeze to death. this is very troublesome to me. because my feet are really wanting a soak right now.. i guess the rest of me doesn't care as much.. maybe i'll just soak my god damned feet. oh yeah. another thing that's irritating me: my tongue has been enormous this week. and it's rubbing against my teeth in an uncomfortable way. every time i sit and try to relax i notice that my tongue seems swollen. so that's a symptom of spleen qi deficiency.. for some reason the qi fails to hold the sides of the tongue away from your teeth and you get a scalloped looking gigantic tongue. so i think i should take some herbs for it. i tried some herbs when i was sick a few weeks ago, and i was allergic to one of them. or possibly more, i don't know. i have a feeling it's the fu ling. because it's a big fungus that lives around the roots of certain trees. i am suspicious of that one. mostly because it's in every single formula that i've had allergic reactions to, and it's a really amazing herb, but i guess i can't take it... anyway. i'm done ranting. or grumbling or whatever i'm doing. irritating readers.. whatever.