shumthun

i think that's a new word. but i dont' know if it's a good one yet. it's not late.. but i think i'll go to sleep early tonight. i've been going to bed a bit late each night for the last um... long time. so i'll make up for it tonight. i don't know now i'm gonna pass the next 4 months.. i guess 3.. it's almost september. my lunch crew at work is going away.. should be gone within two weeks. and then i'll be alone. for that half hour i have for lunch each day. but still.. it's traumatic. i think... i don't know.. i like certain things in life to change, and other things i'd like to stay the same as long as possible.. side show bob for instance.. where is he lately? he should stay the same. some other people.. like my lunch crew.. should stay the same. and not leave.. but what if there came a time when i should go? why should i be the only reason for the group to disperse? because i'm the one complaining. anyway.. time to go.. goodnight.