it's way too late for me to be posting

because i like ot be asleep way earlier than this most nights, or by this time i'm so wrapped up in trying to get to bed that i'm almost there. but tonight is different. we have to leave tomorrow to go to good ol' oregon again. to le coast. for some time. i have to get all the stuff ready to go tomorrow, but i only have to work a very short time.. maybe 2 hours maybe 3.. maybe less. i only have 4 left until i hit 70 for the week, and i'm using four hours o f time off.. so we'll see what i do.. or i'll see. anyway. i'm done with this now. good night to you all. i hope you all have a very safe fourth.. i don't much care for the 4th.. we were talkign about it at work, and several of us agreed that it was just plain not our favorite. lots of paranoia about houses burning down and anxiety about people getting injured by fireworks. i'm new to owning a home, and that paranoia is just settling in. also, i just don't care about fireworks. i mean, i'll look at them if they're going on, but they're sure as hell not magical to me, and i have never, ever cared for loud noises. ever. and i doubt i ever will. because what's the point, if not to scare away demons and ghosts. which it might be about time for anyway. we'll see. ok. so goodnight.