12.06.2004

something for reading

i think i should write something here. i was reading my website's stats and was disturbed to find most of the search terms used to access my site involved boobahs. it got me thinking. but not about that. and i won't be telling you what i did think about. xmas is coming. i wish i could have a school-type xmas break. why does being in school have to rule way more than being in the working world. why? Why? WHY? i don't like how severely nice it is to have like 2 weeks off in the most dismal part of the year. not that i don't like late december and early january, on the contrary, it's among my most favorite parts of the year. i also like from the middle of may until the beginning of july.. and that part of march where it starts to smell good outside, and that part of september where it still smells good outside..

i wonder how long until i'll get a nice vacation built up.. and can take it.. because i want that.. i'll make a good relaxing weekend out of this next one. it's gonna be my mom's birthday.. so that'll be nice. i wish i weren't so done with politics. i could write a bunch of hot-headed rhetoric or something to satisfy people, then people would read this crappy brogg. but no.. i am so disillusioned that for now i am healthier not thinking about how wrong the people who run this country are. so stupid. and i'm not going accept that excuse that they have more information on the topic than i do. they don't. and they still are motivated by greed and evil. no one who says they speak from a moral high ground is a good person. they're judgmental (and usually highly ironic, in that they have sinned in all the ways they seek to condemn others for) and short-sighted. and i want nothing more to do with it. i would be pleased if all these people were so disgraced and so ashamed that they moved away, and plagued some other place..

and because cat just mentioned this to me, i wanted to say that being anti-this war, and anti-GW doesn't make people anti-military in general. i want to get to sleep, but i have to say that people who are duped by GW's politicking are most unfortunate. and one of these days they'll wake up. and hate him. just like what happened to nixon. someone will find some horrible crime he's committed (and youknow he has. something way worse than clinton's business) and they might defend him for a bit, but the tides will turn and his cronies will turn on him.. wouldn't it be brilliant if he was taken to the hague to stand trial for atrocities of war? yes. it would. but would that happen? probably no. there was this movie we watched this weekend. the hebrew hammer. itwas ok. but not that great. but ok. but on the special features was a funny thing: a crank yankers sketch about a middle-eastern man calling to order a GW head pinata with a bunch of red candy in it. here's my question. is an effigy constituting a threat? would violating a likeness of a public figure in a way like that warrant investigation by the secret service? because word on the street is they take pictures with scribbles on it seriously. many claim to beleive that this extra scrutiny and harassment is making them safer, but it isn't. they will give up freedom after freedom until there are none. i think that would be funny. giving up freedom for the sake of freedom. hmm?? doesn't that sound stupid? not until you put it that way.. but these are not thinking people, these are emotional people, ruled by fear and paranoia. when will it stop? i dont think americans, in particular, have the brains to throw off this kind of manipulation. nope. as a nation we are not the sharpest crayons in the box. but we don't look in a real mirror, we look in that mirror from fairy tales that tells us we're the best, and no one even compares.. but that's the attitude that takes a nation straight into the gutter. when i say 'gutter' i dont' mean depravity and 'losing the sanctity of marriage' because marriage wasn't sacred until the end of the dark ages because people felt guilty about it.. the church wanted nothing to do with it. woudln't even do marriages inside the church for hundreds of years. had to be outside, on the steps. but i digress. no, what i mean by gutter is, political and economic decline. like the kind that every nation goes through sooner or later. ours is overdue. we could wise up, and fix the problems.. but i doubt we will. because we're complacent and greedy. so i'm going to bed now. all pissed off. grr..

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